Sunday, April 30, 2006
arhhhhh.
this is getting on my nerves.
i still have this mixed feeling bout school.
and its like tomorrow?
now thats like so soon.
i am gonna wish for this year to pass real soon.
yeah. i am gonna start tuition later on!
maths maths maths.
i am gonna conquer maths!
novels novels novels.
watching novels make me feel happy.
pretty flowers, beautiful scenery.
and of cause. GIRLS!
muahahahaha!
condor hero is nice!
and its out in singapore.
so go go go.
get one and watchhh!
Liu Yi Fei is just so pretty.
and she is only 19 this year.
I AM GONNA FLY TO CHINA TO FIND HER!
muahahahaha.
ignore me. i am going novel crazy.
i am off.
i shall continue watching instead of crapping here.
shall blog maybe later.
if possible.
the sky is still blue, the dolphins are playing, the fields are still green.
nothing have changed.
the world is still as beautiful.
we shall never forget those "history" we have been thru.
won't we?
``Sun Sets at : 4/30/2006 01:57:00 AM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
yes. yesterday is a day worth blogging about!
so is today.
i had so many good news.
the first: rachel says she is treating me to a meal later on.
she have never treat me to a MEAL before okay.
so its the first time.
second: i got a new car!
its toyota , toyota!
honda, yamaha, TOYOTA!
hahaha. kidding. its not mine.
its my dad's.
he was so happy bout it that he came running to my room to ask me have a look at his new car.
and we are gonna take photos with the car.
since i am wearing black! :D
and and and.
my sis bought back a novel series.
YAY! its return of the condors. its been like years since we waited for this.
i am total novel fan!
now i shall be entertain till school starts.
last but not least.
school is starting soon!
this monday.
and on sunday!
i am gonna have maths tuition!
eva jie is gonna teach me.
look~
lady luck is finally shining on me again.
o's is coming up so soon.
after my birthday. i would be receiving my o's entry proof again.
race against time starts now.
okay okay. enough of those.
rachel was telling me bout the guys in her class.
okay. lets call that a complaint.
she says the guys in her class are crappy, lame and in a sense rather immature.
ermmm... okay larh.
to me, its rather alright.
i would not want a quiet class uhhh.
but anyway. guys are crappy , lame or whatever you call them.
because.
WE PLAY GAMES!
uhhh. yeah. we spent most of our times gaming larh.
its a type of bonding for us.
girls have their shopping, and guys have their games.
if you are doubting me.
post this question to a guy.
to choose between a game or your girlfriend.
i can tell u the answer would st
ill be game!
okay. maybe some of you
may beg to differ from my opinion.
but think about it. you normally play games with your friends do you?
they would say that you ps them, "zhong
she qing you".
you would definetely "r
epay" them in
a way or other right after you spent time with you girlfriend.
so its back to square 1 again. rig
ht?
and oh, talking bout girl
s.
i saw this very very very very very very PRETTY PYMGS girl.
OMG OMG OMG!
i am not some kinda stalker okay.
its just that
you know there is this area for people to stand .
y
eah. she was like standing there
with he
r friend
chatting and stuff.
such a coincidence. i was at the backseat.
and i had a totally perfect, unblocked view of her.
she caught my attention when she s
miled larh and walked
pass me.
so yeah.
i am g
onna go start "novel-
ing"
have a good
day everyone.
``Sun Sets at : 4/29/2006 04:01:00 AM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
morning madness!
rise and shine everyone.
yesterday was peiru's birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
and there was my family dinner at home.
yeahhh, its been a long long time since we sit together to have dinner together.
special guest?
eva jie jie!
dint know she is a tutor.
so maybe i can get some help for my maths.
:D
life is so plain for me.
everyday it would be sleep,study,play,eat.
yeah.i did study.
though the time spent on studying is like so imbalance.
but i am still in the slacking mood.
so i guess i need to adapt myself to studying after school start.
its like a few more nights before the start of school.
last few nights staying up late i guess.
forget bout today. i dun know what i would be doing.
maybe just slacking home waiting for time to pass.
i have spent my past few days reflecting.
whats the point of self-reproach.
its the outcome we have to worry about.
we think about the faults we made. not about regrets.
maybe i was too selfish.
i kept all the happiness for myself.
thats the past.
a confession.
yes, i still cant get over it.
for there is a knife of sadness in me.
and one day it is here.
i would be strong.
untouchable.
i..i'll be.
``Sun Sets at : 4/26/2006 05:05:00 AM
Monday, April 24, 2006
uhhh, i guess this is my last few nights staying up late.
school's starting!
shld i be happy?
i dun know.
maybe i shld.
rather than staying home slacking around. i shld spend some time on studies uhhh.
my time table seems to be kinda weird.
but anyway. its admin for the first lesson.
arhhhh. wonder whats its like. but!
there is orientation.
looking at the amount of girls in my class.
there can only be 2 outcomes.
1) i turn gay to join them.
2) i become a super duper flirt!
hahaha. i am kidding.
my top priority is to study, study ,study and study.
and i have to make my choice for cca. i think....
i better not have one.
so that i can focus better on my studies.
orientation is coming. i just hope that my fever will subside soon.
damn. nowadays i fall sick quite easily.
its the weather i guess.
yes yes rachel. i shall do you proud by drinking lots of water everyday.
anyway. RACHEL! you better dun forget bout me this saturday!
holland v has this super duper nice high classy chocolate cafe!
so this saturday we are heading over to try it out!
better "dun fly me a kite again."
hmmmm, the video rachel send me of her aunty's wedding is so sweet!
uhhhh. how her brother-in-law propose to her aunty.
the times they spent together.
i was asking rachel this question.
they go on date, still got time to film down what they are doing arh?
she said: aiyarhh, as long as there is a video, why question for its origin.
muahahaha.
new zealand is a great place to propose . right rachel!?
i think the freestyle dancing and the proposal is best of all!
dream on larh rachel. you wish there would still be such a guy out there in this world.
arhhhhhhh!, its late its late.
i guess its time i turn in !
its a monday, and i wish everyone out there to have a great week ahead.
:)
``Sun Sets at : 4/24/2006 05:29:00 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
its a big big day yesterday.
its Lolo's birthday and jon's promotion day!
okay. i shall do a run thru!
i dint slept the night before the day simply because i cant get to sleep.
headaches. so disturbing .
uhhh, close to dawn.
my sis woke up and was ready to set off for school.
since i have not been back to school lately.
i suggested to accompany her back.
i am such a nice brother right? RIGHT-ED!
arhhh. that bus-stop i have been seeing for years.
i guess i would still be seeing it for the next few years.
the side gate isnt open, so i brought my sis to cut thru bishan park.
this thought came to my mind.
for the next few years. would anyone still remember bishan park?
the times we spent running the park during those school events?
now thats memorable.
next , i went to food lion!
the place we held our meeting, our cip. our usual meeting place.
uhhh. breakfast, snacks or just slacking. its a good place.
school was alright. the programme hasnt got much change.
just that this year the presentation is rather long.
uhhh, saw so many familiar faces!
talked to desmond ye-ye!
yeah yeah, i would definetely study well this year. for the other condition.
i cant really promise you uhhh.
5 years of serving the corps.
i am refering to sihui, francis and joseph!
filled with envy, i still dun regret my choice of not going for the course.
dun ask me for the reason, its something stupid.
but i guess if it was anyone else. they would have done the same too.
so, i dont regret bout my choice.
jon says there are gonna take down the photos put up on the birdcage!
NO! hey, thats my face okay! i am looking forward to it everytime i go back to school.
at least, its something that proves that i am in this school before okay!
but anyway, he promise to help me take down huhh. and pass to me. then i shall keep!
now the school is going thru its prime, so its moving! to amk i think. thats good news for the people staying in that area i guess.
now home is almost like a hotel to me i guess.
i went home had a quick shower and off to meet the guys to celebrate lolo's birthday.
we had a picnic at a extra ordinary place.
BISHAN PARK! errr, okay. its the field.
that really some catching up to do i guess.
everyone doing well in their school so i guess thats good news!
then we went for a wash up again.
i thought of going home for one.
but if i really do, home would really be a hotel then.
so i dint.
then its was swensons!
lolo's parents treated us to a meal.
thank you thank you!
thats so nice of them.
played some games and yeah. PHOTOS!
arhhhh. i should not have said so much larh. the plan simply backfired.
anyway. lets wait for the photo to get posted. right brudda!?
we shall stay together like this forever. UHHH!
okay okay. i am done for yesterday.
i guess i agree with my dearest sis so much.
we shall not let others to left right us in the things we do.
we pave our own road. not the other way round.
i respect you for who you are.
i have no doubt on your capabilities. for you supporting the family till now is already a tough job.
you have been trying to give us the best you can give.
we really understand. now we just need a little more understanding from you.
is that really so hard?
when was the last time you praised us, or even encourage us.
have you thought of that question.
i remember so vividly in my mind.
for me , it was after my psle results.
for my secondary life.
i have tried so hard to make u happy.
i joined npcc because you were a policemen before.
i put in so much effort in np, be it competitions, ranks.
for all my achievements, you dun seem to be proud of them.
i really tried. it was really the limit of what i could do.
i just wanted someone to share the joy of my achievements.
be it a friend or my family.
i guess everyone in the world wants this.
so what if i won the tournament .
with no one to share the joy with me.
whats the point.
maybe i have too much expectations.
motivation. when will i find it again.
rachel asked me this question.
what does a poor man has, a rich man wants, but both will go hungry without them.the answer?
nothing!that applies to our life.
we just simply live life the way it is, and cherish and be happy for what is given to us.
for you might not know, when someone or something will leave you.
i am sorry. rachel.
i know you had high hopes in me for the tournament uh.
and i just gave it up halfway.
i had my reasons. so i hope you would understand.
anyway, a hundred and thousand thank you for what you have done for me that day.
THANK YOU, THANK YOU!
we love esplanade and we shall be shopping buddies forever! :)
next year next year, i would join you in school.
mark my words.
``Sun Sets at : 4/23/2006 07:23:00 AM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
no one is perfect.
who does'nt want to be perfect.
why can we be more understanding and put ourselves in others shoes before we comment on anything.
for somethings, not every one has the courage to face nor even give a reason for it.
we ask ourselves, why do we do it?
do we get a answer?
NO!
so you may think, for what's worth...
i believe what is most important is that whatever we do, we must not have regrets.
i am sure that is the way, that will be the way.
sure... things changes, for the good or bad. no one has the answer.
for the thing you would want to change the most is simply yourself.
yeah yeahh. as long as you are happy.
who gives a damn about the rest.
instead of thinking of solutions, i am simply wasting time numbing myself.
thats so stupid.
i hate it . i really do.
``Sun Sets at : 4/11/2006 01:10:00 AM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
uhhh. its late.
i know. but anyway.
i would be waking up early to pay respects to my ancestors so yeah.
i guess i am not sleeping for tonight.
i had enough rest already.
and ohhh. ashley is coming back to singapore!
like finally...
i have not met her for years?
like since sec 2. i think.
she shld be free on one of the days here.
so i guess i shld be meeting her.
yay! its been a long time since we met up.
its a lot of cathcing up to do. :D
wong jing wen, wong jing hao.
yeahh. nice names right!
i dreamt of it like few days ago.
so weird dreams. but alright.
i find the name rather meaningful to me.
i would still prefer a daughter though.
yeahh!
uhhh. enough of crap. i have to help with the preparations later on.
so cya.
:)
``Sun Sets at : 4/09/2006 01:18:00 AM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
uhhh. i am early today.
its only 1.30 and i am here blogging.
today was alright.
practically spend my whole day at home either eating , sleeping or just slacking around.
i have only done one excercise on my maths, and that is like so bad.
i know i know, i need more excercise.
browsing through my first aid notes.
uhhh. haven met rachel for quite some time.
finally i would be able to meet her up tmr.
and she is treating me to good food.
yeah, you dint hear it wrong.
she is treating me.
she is kinda loaded after working and getting her pay.
so maybe we shall go shopping after food huhh.
maybe its not we. its SHE.
but nevertheless i am still quite happy.
at least i get to eat good food.
so you better keep to your words uhh.
its a short post, after all i still prefer my little diary over a blog.
diary is much more personalise uhhh, while blog is to maybe for the events in life.
uhhh. but i am still blogging alright.
a heavy heart and a broken smile.
brudda and her sisters would be going to genting later on.
uhhh. have fun and remember to get something for me okay. :P
anyway, bon voyage and take care!
``Sun Sets at : 4/05/2006 01:29:00 AM
