Saturday, February 18, 2006
i have so much things to blog on.
but then this blog just dont feel the same anymore.
its feeling like, this is not the right place to note down those innermost feelings like here to the public.
so logically, i am suppose to blog about those memorable events in life, i have been thru.
uhhh. days of reckoning has past.yet to begin again.
i remember this chinese phrase like. hao ma bu chi hui tou chao..
right!?
for what i have done. i would never regret.
sometimes in life, you cant take back whatever you have done or said.
for now.
i swear to god, i will never allow myself to fall that low in life again...
so humiliated, i'm like swallowing down my pride.
or whatsoever.
definetely i will make a comeback in years to come.
and prove those who look down on me wrong.
those weird eye contacts.
but what can i say?
no one sides me.
i suppose blood is thicker than water.
but is it really the way it is, i would never know.
i've really fallen so low in life, where even hope seems to have given up hope on me.
what i really want ?
probably a shoulder to cry on.
a someone to be there to encourage me, to motivate me.
is it really that hard?
just to give a few sentence of encouragement.
will it KILL YOU?
if this carries on, i really dun know how much deeper into a depression i would be.
and i am kinda worried for my dearest cousin.
hope he is getting into the course he wants and stuff. and not being psycho-ed by his parents again.
For all i've done or said, i would never regret.
``Sun Sets at : 2/18/2006 01:05:00 AM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
i had so much to blog. but then i think it would be more appropriate to write them down in my diary.
results are gonna be out soon.
days of reckoning.
Let it begin.
``Sun Sets at : 2/08/2006 04:34:00 AM
