Yesterday was probably my last OFFICIAL day working at food republic. Yeah, and my partner for that day was michelle. and for her, yesterday was also her last day at work. she used to be very quiet, but i think she is the kind of people that will only talk to people if she is comfortable talking to. i meann, like if she know you in a way or another, maybe then only a conversation will start. i used to know her as the more "dao" one. she will just smile at me whenever we see each other. in a way or another, she is cute in her own way larh. we talk about so many topics. we had the same subject like Geog, social studies, history. so were like talking bout it. and one thing she kept suaning me was her double maths. cause i told her my maths is atrocious. hmmm. we had the same common hobby and that is weapons!? she was in air rifle, but left the cca half way. yeahh. we click on each other quite well bahh. while working, we will chat abit larhh. cause the auntie bought a little drum that has two beads by the side, and when u shake it got sound that kind? i was like suppose to "beat" the drum to attract customer. cause i got the tactic to play larhh. so very loud. that girl arhh, keep complaining i very noisy. business was great. time flies so quickly. she is also kinda slacker larhh. keep looking at her hp, then saying how many hours left. business was great. time flies, around 5.30 we left the place together. all of us took away "yu sheng" for reunion dinner. we took extra ingredients okay. auntie was kind enough to let us take. walked to the mrt and took train to my grandma hse. we were on the same train larhh. but she was taking the north east line home. arhhh. i going to city hall, to change to a different train line to tampines. if i am going back home, i would take the same train as her. then can have more time to talk. anyway her house is quite near to mine, can "shun bian" send her home. seriously speaking, i have no idea whats on my mind either. but thenn. have u ever confided your problems to a stranger? a friend you have only known for days? she added laughter to my day, been a listening ear for me. and since we click on rather well, and maybe its the last time we would see each other. so i thought of maybe sending her home as a sort of returning the favour bah. anyway, thats what a guy should do right!? unless we really meet each other in the poly we aim to get in. we would most likely not be able to meet each other again. guess i really enjoyed working with her, if we could still be partner at work. i think i would be happy everyday at work. reunion dinner was great. had steamboat with my grandma, uncles, aunt and my cousins. nothing special to add. but thenn, somehow i think those cousins of mine have really grown larhh. can see there are many things troubling them. maybe later on at the dinner tonight. i will ask bahh. since i am the 3rd oldest among them. anyway,evryone would want a "someone" to be there for them when they need that "someone". slacked at home the whole day, cause my whole family was not feeling well. so we skipped the house visiting. stay home and slack the whole day. kinda miss working already. at least i get to have pay as time pass. maybe what rachel said is true. life is just like a driving a car. just driving recklessly forward is useless. we had to learn to stop and have a closer look at the surrounding we are in. uhhh. thats all. i wish everyone a happy new year. and have fun collecting hong baos. :D guess i might blog later on tonight after my dinner. the reason to be strong is only lying to myself what i have faced alone even myself don't even understand saying anything just doesn't matter anymore i've walked so far but only now i have noticed that you are no longer by my side everything is worth the sacrifices i have made. as long as you live the rest of your life without any frowns or tears. Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, only with what you are expected to give which is everything
``SunSets at : 1/29/2006 11:34:00 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Second day of work was fun. i work up early in the morning at about like 7? i am on morning shift u see. so i reach at 9. the auntie was sick arhh, so she was kinda late. but i had my breakfast and there am i starting to get thing ready. for the first few hours. it is very very tiring. imagine standing there, head down, plucking those damn small leaves from those stems. and its one whole big packet. hmmmm. preparing ingredients in such a large amount is tiring. i am the only guy working there larhh. so the "hard labour" works sure is i do de. at about 11, michelle came. uhh huhh. dun be surprised. i can remember names quite well okay. so she was at the booth, while i was at the back preparing stuffs. jasmine came later to join me to carry on preparing ingredients. uhh huhh. at least, got ppl pei me larhh. if not i will be bored to death. so yeahh. many minor things to do. like keeping the place tidy. walk around giving pamplets, " Zhao Ke" and stuff. i saw peiru, qing han and rosna. i met up with zhiming and poh hong during my break for lunch. having the whole town all for yourself during a whole 2 hrs is bored. i walked the whole taka and wisma. its only like 1 hrs most. mango got nice dresses! muahahahaha.just happen to pass by. so yeahh. i am bored of town i can tell you. maybe tmr i shall walk down further to heeren and cine? walk walk see how larh. walking alone in town is so boring. kinda insane right? imagine walking along those shops alone, and shopping for stuffs. actually i am suppose to be off by 6 ytd. but then.... those 2 girls arhh. haven buy cny clothes. need to go shopping. so yeahh. exchange shifts with them and help them do their shifts larh. so i am working 13 hrs ytd. i am so tired larh. u know, the auntie was like... HUH? then one of your need to stay back longer leh. then the 2 girls were like smiling at me larhh. so yeahh. okay. agreed to help them. must be nice to girls right!? SEE RACHEL, I AM NICE TO GIRLS, ESAP YOU!. :P anyway. both of them are quite nice to me larh. still will pei me talk talk. jasmine more talkative, while michelle is more quiet but always has this smile on her face. when ever i sms, they will sure ask. sms girlfriend arh? then i will always say no larh. they will say dunbluff. and they keep saying i look like their friend, and keep laughing at me. -.-" uhhh. so bored. around 6 plus. i would be all alone larhh. with auntie. so... i am damn stress okay. uhhh huhh. nevermind. looking forward to working later. cause i get to earn money again.! and i get to eat that ice cream and HULU candy. :D muahahaha. come come, come wisma atria FOOD REPUBLIC find me. just come up the escalator. the booth right in front. YU SHENG!. find me find me. LOLz.
``SunSets at : 1/25/2006 12:21:00 AM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
First Day, Today, Everyday. 1st day of work was alright. i learn how to prepare the ingredients. i prepare some of the ingredients larhh. and the deco. i dint know even campcraft could be put up to use. using a clove hitch to secure the rope to the ceiling.cause it has some kind of holes in between. yeahh. am proud okay. I KNOW HOW TO TIE! muahahaha. learn how to make yu sheng too. kinda fun. but its tiring. imagine working for 8 hrs. but only 7 plates of yu sheng was sold. that like 1 hr one ? most of the time, i either spend it walking around promoting, sms-ing(not allowed), slacking. i am the only guy there okay. so i am like so lonely larh. the other 2 girls have each other accompany. i have to do things like solo? today i had visitors! liying and xinghui were shopping around the area, so they visit me. muahahaha. so happy larhh. got people come pei me. my attire is very cheena okay. its like red top? -.-" but nevermind. cute larh. LOLz the people there are very friendly larh. keep asking me about my work. like how many customer today arh. and then even offer me to have lunch. like cheaper? i am not really hungry. so i have not had anything until i am off from work. i did not have any breaks larh. not tired. sitting there slacking is a form of break for me le. anyway, the girls need rest also mahh. so . yeahhh. after work, i went down to suntec to find brudda! actually its not totally for that reason larhh. but thennn. nevermind. anyway, since passing by. so message her to see if she is free anot. can have dinner together. so yeahh. i shop for like awhile. then met up with brudda to have dinner. and starbucks later on after our dinner. had some kinda catch-up session. uhhh. because of me, she forgot her appointment with angeline. made her miss out the chance to meet up with her jiemeis. so guilty larhh. anyway. here am i blogging about my day of work. maybe later would be a better day of work. MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE. I WALKED PASS SK JEWELRY, AND GUESS WHAT. I SAW SYZ POSTERS IN THE SHOP. MY OU XUAN! OU XUAN POSTERS SO SMALL. SYZ SO BIG. UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR! lol. making a big fuss out of minor things.
``SunSets at : 1/24/2006 01:12:00 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
WEEEEEE~ its like 6.40 plus in the morning and here am i blogging. i am not feeling even a little sleepy. uhh. i had nth much da blog about. just that ytd i have been a good boy okay. i WILLLINGLY make a trip down to my grandma' hse at tampines to pass her some things okay. and ITS ADULT FARE OKAY. anyway. staying home makes me feel more bored. i rather stay out and breath some fresh air at least. uhhh. gonna head down to whitley sec soon to support peirce cc team.! happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday to shu ling. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. uhhh. so unfair. now i must call u jie jie. though we are born in the same year. BUT. I AM NOT GOING TO! :P hao larh hao larh. enjoy ur birthday okay. :D
``SunSets at : 1/21/2006 06:44:00 AM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Failure will only become a fact , when you choose to give up. one boy, one girl. he finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend. when she said " there is someone you should meet". at this crowded restaurant way across town. He waited impatiently. hearts beating wildly. To put it mildly, it was love at first sight. He hold her hands, look into her bleaming eyes. and whisper the 3 sacred words. "I Love You". alright alright. i am leading a monotonous life these days. so shall not complain bout it. Monotomy breeds happiness. RIGHT? RIGHT-ED! GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE PARTICIPATING IN THIS YEAR COMPETITION. i really wanna go down and have a look. but again. i've this feeling, those bitter memories would just come back to me again. If you get there before I do, don't give up on me. I'll meet you when my chores are through; I don't know how long I'll be. But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see. And between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, me. Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, me. this lyrics must be very familiar? yeahh. Peirce Npcc members shld be so familiar with this song. so this song goes out to those involve in the campcraft competition. wishing you the best of luck. alright!? uhhh. someone has been cursing me for days. RIGHT RACHEL!? yeah yeahh. most probably i would never be able to find another jeanette aw. but i would search over the mountains, deep in the sea, high across the land. for my ou xuan. i dun believe i cant find another ou xuan. uhh huhh. a brand new year. and i just found out. Ou Xuan's birthday is on 28th June 1979 means if i am born on 27th June 1979. i would be older by her by a day. and then i could date her! muahahahaha. i going crazy. please ignore me. alright alright. i shall carry on dreaming bout my jeanette aw. -off.
``SunSets at : 1/18/2006 03:59:00 AM
Monday, January 16, 2006
spring cleaning was boring. but anyway, at least i got my room kinda tidied up and ready for CNY. i spend half of my day slacking. stoning if u call it. alright, there nth much today. my mum promise me to change my hand phone! muahahahah. i am over the moon. its been long time since i got myself a new phone to play with. so pardon me okay. will definetely be looking forward. campcraft comp is on this sat. i've been talking to my fellow SI or CIs from the other schools. my batch i mean. all the best to your unit in the campcraft comp alright! remember when i was back in sec 3. training so hard. still remember the minor pact i made myself that kept me going throughout the trainings. thinking back. those fond memories. arhhhhh. anyway. GOOD LUCK PEIRCE! strive for the glory you've been looking forward to. maybe its time i find something to keep myself busy with. instead of spending the time thinking on things. if u have been finding me kinda moody online. pardon me alright. i need some time and space to release. if not by no time, i am really gonna explode. anyway. alright. its late. i guess i shall retire early for tonight. i shall be waking up early later to get things done. alright alright. i'll be back. For every mountain, there is a miracle.
``SunSets at : 1/16/2006 02:02:00 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Recruitment day 2006 has past! Everyone have done a great job i shld say. now lets just wait for the results? hopefully, we will be able to reach out target. anyway, met up early with liying, angie, lincoln and fulin first. to have lunch and get our hair done. anyway, i look more like a joke of the day to them. but nevermind, forget it. after evrything the packing up and stuff, we went over to tp and have dinner. yeahh. settled at yoshinoya. so while waiting for the rest of them to come. hard to find times to get togther again with the np pple. too bad not evryone is here. and my poor da jie is so lonely larhh, can see she is kinda bored. but nevermind, at least we had hagen dazs. the rest join wei jen in buying shoes. guess they must had fun too, with jon around. jokes is be around the corner. had banana split while liying had just 2 scoups of ice cream with topping. there was this family beside us having this choco fondue. so tempting. and while we had our little talk while enjoying ice cream!. we agreed on eating the fondue some day. yeahh. we will we will. went back to meet the guys as liying had to go join her parents. not long after i went to look for them, most of them had to go already. so yeahh, me and brudda went back to tp to join the friday night club. we call ourselves. but anyway had this talk under the moon. so many topics. yeahh. friday night club it is. made my way home around 12? i watched vcds all the way when i reached home after washing up till the morning. and slept till around 10 plus? woke up and stone-ing in front of my com again. went to meet hh at bishan not long after to get our sweater for cny. 'a kung fu tale' seems nice! anyway, went back down to amk to find liying. went for shopping! though we did not buy anything. but we have the same intention larhh. that is to have good food! i rather splurge all my money on food then on myself. i meann, it is more worthwhile. anyway, stopped by brudda's working place and share about our day today. can see that she is so bored... but anyway, at least she has work okay! we went to the arcade area. and yeahh. mostly the "diao diao" machine area larhh. liying got a small little chip. while i am suppose to have a car " piglet" accessories. but we got "robbed" off our prize. i regretted not confronting the person larhh. if i am not a non-confrontational person. i would have walked up to him and screw him upside down. but nvm, since he dares to walk up and claim that it is his. so be it larhh. i admire him for his "courage" anyway. many clothes and stuff caught our attention. too bad, we dun really have the cash to get them. window shopping is fun! in a way or rather. we had dinner at this restaurant at raffles city? It is ... Bakerzin? something like that i suppose. if my memory is not failing me. i had this pasta with clam with roses herbal tea as the drink. for dessert we had... vanilla ice cream with strawberries ? something like that. though i dun really remember the names of the food. but anyway, it was delicious. yummyyyy. must try, must try. we had this long queue of restaurant to go to and try the food right!? so yeahh, Jap food, popeye at the airport, fish & Co. blah blah. yeahh. so i guess i still have a long queue of good food waiting for me. :D anyway thats all for now. i shall leave behind a video clip on Jay's An jing. this song reminds me of lots of fond memories i have. so enjoy it. :D i will be back for posting. i guess, after my spring cleaning later. yeahh.
``SunSets at : 1/15/2006 03:36:00 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
It's the 10th of january already! i meann how time flies. 18 more days to CNY! will be more than happy to get together with relatives! put away the ANG PAOS, i get to eat some good food alright. like!? mee siam, popiahh, blah blah. its a once a year thing. so i guess. must appreciate things. but i am still not done with my new clothes for CNY. guess i shall get there real soon. its SHOPPING TIME! ytd was great!. i headed down to school kinda late. home was too cosy, u see? arrhhhh. today i guess. i must have covered what i wanna teach. and mr tan was rather pleased with their performance right!? but there is still room for improvements of course. i got my eagles award! muahahaha. so there gives me the extra allowance for CNY shopping. anyway. i had a GREAT time spending my whole day bickering with benjamin. we would just bicker the whole day till the night. anyway. we went to amk for lunch before going to ben's hse to have a "quick" washup before heading down to meet hanhui and hongpeng. QUICK is the word. if u get what i mean. S.H.E! Hebe is simply gorgeous. Selina wass rather elegant i must say. Ella like quite shy, but quite cute larhhh. LOLz. so thats a quick intro to any of u there who likes S.H.E. dinner was yoshinoya. Oishii~ went down to explanade before heading home right. went down to vivien's working place. hanhui suggested it. so the rest tagged in. BEARS!. the bears there like.. quite a number of variety larhh. so yeahh. can make your way down if u wanna buy presents for your girlfriends etc. and i am into this paper origami frenzy. influence by who else? but rachel larhh! my table is in a mess.. arhhhh!!! so many waste papers. i guess i shall end here and start clearing and cleaning up my room for new year! if not, my parents are gonna start nagging again. so, everyone. ITS TIME TO START SPRING CLEANING. :D
``SunSets at : 1/10/2006 03:06:00 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
Live not one's life as though one had a thousand years, but live each day as the last. life is so unpredictable. never will you know who will leave you soon. no one will be able to understand it without experiencing it. i had to go thru this twice. Eva jie jie.~ for my birthday, she had her cousin to mail the crumpler bag she had bought for me. though she was abroad, but she had gone thru all the troubles to mail me my birthday present. have not been able to thanks her in person yet for the present. hai. seems like everything is too late. reminds me of my good old pal during my lower secondary school life. he used to motivate me in any ways he could. give me advices on my troubles. go thru thick and thin with me. if you ask him for a favour, he would definetely do it for you, without even grumbling about it. how nice could a guy be ?! u may ask. but for i can assure you, he is the nicest friend i've met so far in my life. how i wish, you are here for me right now. then i will be able to pour all my troubles to you. hope you are doing well wherever u are right now, Zhi Hao. am listening to an jing by jay now. its played with a piano by eva jie. it was my sis's 21st birthday present. hai.regretted so much when i was pri 6. and my parents asked if i wanna learn piano. i told them, i would never be able to master piano so dun bother wasting the money. guess maybe when i have the time. i would take up piano lessons. since now i have the motivation in me. after learning i would be able to play songs for my family and friends. arhhh. i still have to go to school tomorrow for fancy drill squad. though i am not having the mood to do so. but i shall still force myself to do so. shall try to have a early night. ending here. Hold back not fear, not blood, but tears.
``SunSets at : 1/09/2006 03:54:00 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
look at the time of my post. and you shld be able to know that i am having my insomia again right!? yeahh. i am looking forward to sun rise !. its like a few minutes more? i have someone to accompany me. rachel! she said she could'nt get to sleep. so i accompanied her through the night. though she gave up half way. but then again. at least she could make it till 4.57am. right ? RIGHT-ED! the day before yesterday was training. was alright. jon got his staff right. must be on cloud nine lar he. so yeahh. went out for dinner. and then the prata hse for supper. milo dinosaur was "great" try it!. so had this long talk at the void deck. with lincoln, yongyao, fulin and my brudda. so i practically spent the whole day sleeping ytd. till when it was around 8? went to have a shower before going to the airport for the arrival of my dearest sister. got my chocos. and i am gonna pamper myself with chocos. :D alright alright. and rachel did mention. they saw jeanette aw at the junction infront of shaw hse at town!. OMG OMG OMG~ my OU XUAN!. arrrrhhhhh. damnnn i missed it. they also never help me take pictures. yay!. the sun is out!. i can see the beams of sunlight! muahahaha! alright alright. i shall end here. i guess i am gonna go off for a swim. been long time since i have went swimming!. :D Today is the tommorow we worried about yesterday.
``SunSets at : 1/08/2006 06:50:00 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
alright. let me see. today i have been out looking for a job? and i know. i have been saying that for lyk.. a month? anyway. i failed again. but nevermind. at least i got to make a fool out of myself. right angie? RIGHT-ED! but nevermind. at least there is someone for me to talk to? dun forget our promise ehhh? the boat releasing-session. explanade just has these mesmerizing night view. being so close by the sea makes me feel like pouring all my troubles into it. by bottling things up, it makes me feel like, i am gonna explode anytime. O's are gonna be released earlier!? thats like so... !? ever wonder how it felt like, when u have been trying to solve problems. when the others keep creating more for you? sighh. maybe we have to really be out of da picture, before we can actually realise the situation. alright alright. i have nth much to blog on. today is special. i have a story to share. its from rachel right!? so yeahhh. here it goes. in this story, there is a devoted guy who is in love with a young, gorgeous lady. they started out being friends, then close friends. they would share all their problems faced. never did the guy dared to mentioned about his love on her. through all the rain and shines, this guy was right beside her. going through thick and thin together. all he ever wanted was being able to be by her side. all these while, the lady was showered with happiness from her mr.right. but through all, this guy did not get discouraged. even though he did know that the source of happinness is not him. love is never possession. right? we can never expect what is happening next in life. eventually he met up with an car accident. and he just left this world just like this. not even having the chance of confessing to the lady. its only in a couple of months, that the news of his death caught her attention. and every night, the lady will be looking out of the window, in hope to catch a glipse of him. this very day happen when the flickering street lamps caught her attention. the lamp light flicker in a pattern. this pattern was continuous. the light will flicker 3 times before going off. and this will happen evry minute. memories of the guy went through her mind vividly. she remembered.... this guy would always switch his car head lights on and off three times evry night after he have send her home. its only till now she have finally understand what it actually meant. it is actually a code, maybe you have guess it already. its the 3 magic words. "I Love You." moral of the story? To let true love remain unspoken, is the quickest route to a heavy heart. alright alright i shall end here. hope you have enjoyed the story.
``SunSets at : 1/05/2006 11:41:00 PM
5th of january.! alright. for yesterday. went to work for bout like a couple of hrs? before heading down to school to train rifle drills. somethings happened for a reason. and its just that things are not within our grasp anymore. there is just nothing we can do about it. but anyway. its still in the mind. i will always remember. the toughest battles are not fought anywhere else, but the mind. watched king kong.. again... alright larhh. lucky the show was quite nice. so dun mind watching it twice. arhhh. i am not in the mood to type that much anyway. but i will still leave behind the reflection of the day. right rachel? RIGHT-ED! The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring.
``SunSets at : 1/05/2006 03:49:00 AM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
a brand new year! new year resolution!? I AM GOING TO PUT IN 101 PERCENT EFFORT IN EVRYTHING I DO! yeahh. though it seems hard. but i will give it a try anyway. camp is over. but anyway. today i had da ACR. ACR? after camp review it is. so we had some feedbacks from instructors and the campers themselves. the campers call us UNCLE and AUNTIES larhh. do we seem that OLD!?.... -.-" but anyway. they were kidding larhh. so it was okayy. ytd had a match against cat high. we lost 5-2. but anyway. its just a game larhh. zam was the dirtiest larhh. he got tripped and fouled most of the time. the rest was all okay. jieming larhh. never come. -.-" but nevermind. its over. had da usual BA CHOR MEE thing before all of the guys other than xk and mh came to my hse. yeahh. mahjong session again larhh. its my mum birthday that day also. so went out for dinner to celebrate. actually wanted to go shopping. but... nevermind larhh. shall not talk about it. my mum bought me cough syrup and some cough drops.! so sweet right!? arhhh. having such a bad cough.-.-"
