Wednesday, March 31, 2004
td was quite fun la huhz.miss 2 lesson.eng and maths.how fun could it get.lolz.then went home prepare some stuff.then play computer.rush go yck.jonathon and gang there liao.so i went in.help with the flags for houses and the banners.put up banners.then practice the flag bearer stuff.change and get ready for duty.mayb slacking the way.then called to look after the banners and flag,as it keep dropping for the banner.finally,got fresh air.lolz.after those stuff.change and got dimissed.rush home.had dinneer.japan won by 2-1.singapore had lots of chances,awww,dint realli make use of them i guess.tml still got sch.siansation.lolz.k la.tats alll.ciaos~
``Sun Sets at : 3/31/2004 10:40:00 PM
Friday, March 26, 2004
hmmm.td SC investiture was fun bahz.taking charge of the usheer duties for np.i tink i m getting more sadistic and lame ler.dun noe y.still haven been able to forget those stuff bahz.went amk to eat the giant ice kajang.realli huge.then went home.saw afew smses.telling me someone in hos.so i tot it is a joke or wateva.so i called and asked.realli not jokin.fcukin cars again.dun noe weather to go visit anot lehz.becoz of a particular reason lor.kinda sadistic.haiz.tml c how bahz.btw.get well soon yahz!still muz treat me go ice skate de.tml still got trainin.tired already.gtg.take a rest.tats all.
ps:Get well soon!!!!!!!!!!!!
``Sun Sets at : 3/26/2004 11:32:00 PM
Saturday, March 20, 2004
hmm.after whole nite of conselling by who other than Jasmine.thnx jiez.and those whu tried to cheer me up.but i dint realli appreciated ur help.dun noe weather if i have been realli enlighten,but i do feel where i m heading to,rather than feeling so lost these days.jiez,if u reading this,thanks lots k?realli feeling beta,and ur theory lesson arh.got trainin,still pei me till 4am.hope dun fall out durin parade arh!sergeant nehz.dun sia sway.3 Rs.respect for myself,respect for others,resposibility for my actions.leader muz show the way know the way and guide the way.mayb i m not the material to b a leader bahz.leader whu break the rule,how can be a leader!know the rule and break the rule,is realli cannot be forgiven bahz.mayb the word "friendship" cannot be on par with the word "power" ?forget it bahz.ppl believe in money makes the world go round,where i believe in onli having fun and happiness.is this type of thinking realli wrong?life is about conquering evrythin in ur way,still a long way to go.sometimes,some mistake,even u wan to turn back,u will not be given a chance.No one is perfect huhz.ppl do make mistakes.i cant use the reason tat i m tired for wat i have done wrong.how to tell ppl nxt time.i m a leader whu cheated?mayb even a thousands of sorry wun be much of a help.even a close friend believe tat u wan or attempt to cheat in a game.then mayb no one noe me well enuff le.to the person.if u realli tink i wan to cheat,then go ahead and dq the whole team bahz.since i dun realli have a reaon.mayb u did not wan to report it at first becoz u still treat me as a friend,which i m glad bahz.now at least u made me realise my mistake.so wateva u do,i wun blame u one la.do wateva u tink is right lor.tats all.
ps:thnx people.give me some rest,then the melvin u used to noe,will be back bahz.
``Sun Sets at : 3/20/2004 07:58:00 PM
Friday, March 19, 2004
haiz.to the person.i tink u noe whu u are.i dun tink u owe me apolgise or somethin.i agree with the rest la.its totally my fault.i dun tink u will be that fukin interested in my story la.i noe u got ur problems.and it started with me la.i will tell my OC bout it.even u dun wan dq us.we will dq ourself.coz no matter wat.its in the rule.i noe u wan ur respect and ur post.if disqualification of us can gib it back all to u.juz that,its realli our fault,mayb not our,is mine fault.even it takes up to for me quiting np.i noe the position ur in.mayb even dq wun help.but do wateva it take bahz.those ppl who helped,i really thank u,but i guess forget it bahz.rules are rules.i noe the rule and i break it.its double the penalty.i will be resposible for wat i have done..before tat still got sc leader camp.for the whole week.did not realli rest.realli not myself.mayb not even rest.haiz.realli damn stressed out.NE camp had lots of fun.being instuctor for campcraft for peggin.train a bunch of realli gd ppl.too bad not in np.realli power.still watch movie,midnite.haunted mansion.but half slp de.then slp at voiddeck??lyk those in war.c until ppl muz run,cant even slp.go back stll got NE camp?training?i tot i will break down.told myself to hang on.till realli dun noe wat i m doin.but guess now isnt the time to tok bout tat,guess bout other day?tis holis realli a bad one for me.fell out with my friends.quarrel with ppl durin camp.even out of camp.campfire was lyk so fcuked up.i mess evrythin.guess the word leadership indeed takes a long time to really master it.my life realli fcuked up.guess ppl out there is realli happy tat i m in tis state.aint feeling myself tis whole week.did some thing i cant imagine i will do tat.guess dissapoint lots of ppl.guess i m realli onli suitable for being a follower.i m juz some freak tryin to get attention, honor,positional power?mayb,friendship aint the point of leaving life.yeah.life is unfair.in tis world,theres no morale,no friendship,onli wat is rite and wat is wrong?tml still got finals for CCC.gd luck guys.need lots of time to think bout tis stuff.so tis few days.if i m not me.mayb tis is the reason bahz.tats all.
``Sun Sets at : 3/19/2004 11:52:00 PM
Thursday, March 11, 2004
haiz.very stress tis few days.planning the campfire.finish watch vcds.gna be quite free.tml still muz come back take camp stuff go.sian!!mayb camp is fun bahz.how time flies huhz.so fast 3 months liao.nth much to blog about bahz.very tired.need a gd rest.a long day tml.tink blog first...wun be comin back till sunday liao.hmmm..k la...gtg le.tats all.
``Sun Sets at : 3/11/2004 10:09:00 PM
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
haiz.tis few days very busy.so ppl.sorrie arh.in case u lookin for some lame stuff.juz receive my scedule for my march hols.i was lyk wth!from tis friday to nxt sat.i m all out.for somethin lor.tis friday camp till sunday.rest monday go pk,then go back sch help,until campfire!hahahaz.tat one cannot miss.then go city venture.then go back sch help clean up.then rest.Civil defence course.rest.then sat trainin.i dunnoe how my uniform gna stink le...lolz.my parents was lyk,u can take it anot.wah lao.dun trust me,though i not tat tough la.but still can pass la.tis sat still got trainin.haiz.tml still got chem test.i gna die soon liao.tis month not very gd arh.read ppl blog.all about the same topic.aiyoz.dun tink so much.sh and ck.take care arh.studies more important.muz help us durin city venture arh.lolz.hope can win at least somethin la.dunnoe tml or wat got time blog mahz.so if nth here,dun press for lame stuff lahz...lolz.will be back nxt sat bahz.k.tats all.gotta study le!
``Sun Sets at : 3/09/2004 10:09:00 PM
